UiTM Shah Alam, here we go!

Assalamualaikum, dah lama tak update blog! It's been a long time. Yah, long time. Since masuk matrikulasi dah graduated hari ni baru sempat nak mengerjakan jari jari untuk menaip. Masa berlari begitu pantas, Tup tup je dah nak sambung belajar. Haish, baru aku faham apa itu erti lumrah kehidupan. Act malas nak ingat benda dah lepas. Banyak benda aku belajar dari matrikulasi dulu. Malas ah nak ingat benda lama. So cerita panjang lebar tak guna jugak. 

Okay, so semalam 12 Ogos 2014, pelajar STPM, MATRIKULASI, ASASI dan LEPASAN Dip dapat tahu sambung ijazah kat mana. based on their applicants lah nak mohon pengajian tinggi kat mana. Nak dipendekkan cerita, masa aku apply UPU tu aku mohon banyak course berkaitan dengan seni bina, well ayah aku nak aku jadi arkitek (minat aku jugak) tapi takde rezeki aku dapat SARJANA MUDA KOMUNIKASI MASSA dekat UiTM Shah Alam (ni second last choice). Nampak tak gred aku kat matrikulasi tak perform? Tapi Alhamdulillah, at least aku dapat sambung belajar. Mak ayah aku pun senyum even tak dapat apa yang derang nak. 

Then, siapa je yang tak excited dapat sambung belajar (kecuali yang tak berkenan dengan kos derang dapatlah) hehe. Tapi satu je aku kurang yakin, dengan ketinggian aku 153cm boleh ke students sana terima aku, bakal kawan kawan aku anggap rakan sebaya. Tadi pun masa nak apply for PTPTN, derang tak percaya aku 19 dan bakal sambung belajar. Derang ingat aku ni Form 3. LOL. Okay aku akan buktikan kat orang lain. Orang sependek, babyface (perasan) dan tak MATANG boleh berjaya. Aku bersyukur atas kurniaan Allah bagi kat aku, tapi manusia kononnya arif dalam menilai ni selalu buat aku serve down sometimes. 

Ahh, dah lost idea, tadi bukan main berlegar legar di minda nak update. Takpelah yang penting aku dapat sambung belajar and for whom qualified for futher their studies, a big congratulation from me. Be a good child for your parents. Good luck for my classmates (B3T18) and also for KMPkians! Good luck again. :)

P/S : Tok Pa cakap jangan cakap dengan stranger, nanti kena culik. 

Oh Allah make it easy for me.

Oh Allah!
I consult You as You are all Knowing,
and I seek ability from Your power and I ask you for Your great favor,
for You have power,
but I do not,
and You have knowledge,
but I do not,
and You know all hidden matters.

Oh Allah!
If You know that this matter is good for me in my religion,
my livelihood and my life in the Hereafter,
then make it easy and bless it;
and if You know that this matter is evil for me in my religion,
my livelihood and my life in the Hereafter,
then keep it away from me and keep me away from it,
and choose what is good for me wherever it is,
and make me pleased with it.

Yes. I did it!

Sorry that this story took so long, I did not have a lot of inspiration lately and I couldn't find interesting, sweet and kind things to write since I've written already many, many things here on my blog but this is something new I've been working on, I tried to make it something that will speak to you when you read it and I hope it will show that how good something may be, It can always be better than it looks and time will tell it to you if the impression you have of someone will stay the same all the time or gets better or worse

Have a good time reading and I hope you will remember better times :)

''You will remember it all you life when you meet a person that fits you so, so well that you want to tell her everything and want to share everything with her, that life seems nothing but a party and that it doesn't matter where she is, where she is from, if she is rich or poor or is cute or not, you know you want to be there so bad that it physically hurts that you aren't there, it is called ''a true love''

A person that has a listening ear for you and where you can spill all your problems without being judged for them, where that person tries to be the best for you and make you happy every single way he can, even tough he isn't perfect he tries to be perfect for you just to make you happy and feel good

When this person makes you happy you start to feel warm inside, your heart starts to glow and give you wonderful feelings inside and you know you want more, you started to get addicted to this person but it is commonly known as ''being in love'' and it is true, when you're in love you don't want anything else than be with the person you're in love with all the time and try to make this person as happy as this person makes you happy

Every moment I was with you it was like a dream, the way we could talk the talk, how the connection between us was so strong from the beginning, that every night we smiled together when we imagined everything we wanted to, that we loved each other already from the beginning and that you made me feel the way no one has ever done before and I can still feel you inside my heart, I hear your voice in my head telling me everything will be alright while it isn't, but just to hear it makes me feel better, my heart still plays our story when I feel sad, just like it did when I wasn't here and in the moments I wanted to give up, your voice made me continue my way

But like every good story, there is a sad part too... what happens when 2 people love each other with all their heart but can never be together, well let's just say 3 years but that's no difference with forever, what would you do? would you give up or stick together, Will your love fight the tears of your lover and make him/her believe that even tough you're far, your mind is always with that person and that you will always be there, not physical but in his/her heart, can you beat time?
It's something we've been telling ourselves for a long time that we would never give up and that it's just 3 years, but no matter how strong a love is, missing you won in the end and cost me you.

''Our story hasn't ended yet, our story is always writing something new when the ends starts to come near, so just believe me when I say that there will always be a little bit of me with you all your life'' even tough there are moments we will be lonely and alone in a room, inside we will never be alone again, no matter what life brings us, my heart will never forget our story and I love you always

It isn't fair that the true hearts can't be together always, that the cheaters and the people that don't love each other can be together but that's the way love is, when you find someone that makes you sing you just have to do more afford to get what is really just your to have, you can just give your heart to one person
This person becomes the most precious thing in life when your heart tells you that he/she is the one for you to grow old with, don't doubt because of anything, when he/she is the right person for you go for it and do all you can to convince him/her that you are made for each other and make your own little fairy tale like I have had with You, a Story Of A Heart

So believe me when I say that I love you, I made this blog that is dedicated to you because I love you and every post I made beside 'Father's Day'' all are related to you to express the feelings I have in that moment or that day about you or because of you, I've written a song for you because I love you and still haven't posted it because I think you won't like it but one day I will, I really miss you and I think it is a shame we aren't together anymore and I've got to live with it and that I don't like it won't change it so I can only let it be the way it is now.

What the future will bring to you is happiness, I know it and won't stand in your way for you to find it because I wish you all the happiness in the world even tough it means that I can't give it to you, but my heart will never forget you and our story, so whatever happens..